Friday, September 26, 2008

nice to know you.

ive discovered everything, just from the sunset in my brain.
ive lost it all, just from the darkness left by the coming moon.
keep your head held high.
but know thats only possible for just a few more hours.
the force of all your guilt will tear out your insides.
dont give in.
or maybe you should.
you never expected any better.

pulse in my brain.

silence is golden but really to real.
i want to get in his head, her head, anyones but mine.
fantasy worlds and magic spells are only cruel jokes, they make you forget, but only for a moment.
ive decided that ice cream headaches and ravaged hearts are more compforting than any hug my mother has ever given me and sweet memories from my childhood.
i want to feel alive but once i do, its all too much for me.
i want to know the future and tell all my friends.
i want to know the secrets of the world and keep them to myself.